its weird how much your life can change in a matter of 3 days.
I mean this time last week i was sitting in my mates house watching films and doing nothing, and now im sitting in a strangers house which im supposed to call home with some strangers trying to be a mum and dad to me. Every things messed up all because my mum doesnt know what she wants. She doesnt know if she wants me or not. Truthfully i think she doesnt want me back at all, otherwise she wouldnt let me go into a foster home, she wouldnt allow it. She wouldnt have hit me like she did. Its not like i dont get hit enough with ali spending more and more time around here than usual.
Its so weird because all i want is to go back to college, its the only place everything is simple i know where i am with people, i know what to do and how to act. Im safe there.
I miss college and id never thought id be saying that this time last week.
